it is so beautiful outside!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have work in an hour but i don't even care because the sun, it's a-shining.  shane is coming over later so my mom can help him with college loan shit. we're eating dinner outside obvi. and tomorrow i think i'm skipping school (again) and he's skipping work and we're going out for breakfast, lunch, and ( Read more... )

so after 3 weeks of immobile hell, i am finally getting my car back today. fuck ( Read more... )

i'm 18 now it's weird. i remember turning 15. it's a strange feeling i won't even begin to explain it 'cause i can't. i don't know how i feel about it. atleast i have one more milestone before it all goes downhill from there ( Read more... )

during tax season i like it better when my mom doesn't come home. she stresses me out on a level that is almost unheard of in any kind of reality. i need to unwind. i don't know how. i'm just going to start smoking crack. kidding, joking, hahaing. no but really    I NEED SUMMER. that's really the solution. i need the sun so i can wear tank tops and ( Read more... )

 i hate the snow. my car 360'ed into a telephone pole. so now the front end of cleo is smashed. it was really scary how fast all that happened. but now i'm carless for god knows how long. this couldn't have happened at a more perfect time. one again i hate the snow.

uh things are crazy and i don't know what's going on with who or where or why. i guess i don't really care shit's just fucked up annnnnnnnddddddd i'm doing loop di loops, boop di doops. very happy though. whacked but happy.  i love you and i love you and i love you

really really really wanna zigazig ahhhhh  if you want to be my lover

there was a missing cocker spaniel flyer in my mailbox today. that made me sad. we got out early though, good stuff. shockingly enough, i'm out of things to say. i'll update in another two weeks prob

she loves you yeah yeah yeah

i'm pretty positive that things couldn't be any better as of this moment. everything that i want, everything that i need, is finally FINALLY happening for me. i'm happy again. happy like i was over the summer, where i felt safe and spent all my time with the only people i cared about. it's the same feeling. but more pure ( Read more... )

 i woke up this morning with the realization that today was going to be one of those worst case scenarios. where i did none of the homework that was assigned, didn't study for the psych test that can be at any given moment, couldn't remember if i was suppose to present my project, had to figure out how i was going to find the song i play for psych ( Read more... )

i want you, i want you so bad
it's driving me mad, it's driving me mad

$cr3w3d