But there you are in my nightmares ( Read more... )

nothing profound
or erotic

just a pressence in my night time cinema

Minimal sleep Tuesday and Wednesday found me in a virtually vegetative state last night. Exhaustion tugging at my brain, I drifted off upstairs on the futon around a quarter to nine. As is often the case dreaming did not wait for its cycle kicking into high within an hour, as I was swiftly immersed in fearful nightscapes. Lost on lonely country ( Read more... )

And so I left fear behind me on the docks
into the depths
I watched for sharks but only found You
there in the cool blue
beckoning
welcoming
and I learned so much new

silence sits a golden eyed cat that has my tongue ( Read more... )

and so it cleanses
washing away that which was
to reveal that which is

I am a merrily changing thing
just like the earth for which I am named

Thank the universe for that

If boredom kills

This job murdered me a year ago!

i want a BEER, almost two months since I've had so much as a drop to drink

(omg look at the erectile disfunctional star!!!)

on this windswept ridge
miles of sky
and barrenness
grasslands dusk and dun
the color of aged wheat

My wings fold round me
i am smoke and wires
see right through
my transparency

one look and all revealed
but here the desolation hides me
so solitary
there is no one here to witness

for awhile i fade out
like an ancient photograph

one can weather any thing
as long as they do not lose sight of what is important

good thing my mushroom came equipped with tie downs

something has to keep me from being battered to death
on these cruel winds

those words play over my soul
again
again
again

i have a shelter from the storm
a inviolate sanctuary
my own personal fairy ring
containing a fine and well formed mushroom at its center
a seat only for me
a calm space

There i can just be
anything
strong, weak, laughing, crying,
just be
me