Eileen...

If I'd only been a little faster....I could've kept her from walking. There was so much blood....god, if only I'd figured it out sooner.

That was the only thing I ever wanted, and I messed that up, just like everything. I couldn't even keep her safe. I'm so sorry, Eileen....

This is good, all of this new stuff....I'm glad it's there, I think.

But I don't know what I'm going to do for a job. I'm kind of good at photography....

...I'll probably just end up cashiering again. Who was it that needed dishwashers....?

I didn't make it over to the fountain. I guess I really didn't want to see.

Why would I need to, anyway? I already know what happened.

It must be another curse day. Sad that that's what I think of, when I see so many people talking as if they're happy....

I don't know if I've been hit with it. I hope not. Things are confusing enough,

I hope everyone's okay tomorrow....or as okay as anything is around her is.

This place....I'm back ( Read more... )

I can't stay....by the time you read this, i'll already be gone. I'm sorry. Thank you for all the kindness you've shown me the past few weeks.

( OOC )

I'm so gonna fail....god, why can't it just be over already?

I hate finals.

What a weird curse....I wonder why I didn't change.

I'm not good at taking care of kids...I guess it doesn't matter. I'm not going anywhere.

Hope everyone gets through it okay.

Sometimes I feel like I'm going to be sleeping forever....sometimes it feels like I never will again.

It's starting to come back...the way I was before I came here. The way I was here....

I wish I could go back to not feeling anything.

Ah...that feels much better. I'm so glad that last curse is over. It felt like I was dying.

I hope you're feeling better, Ran.

( [Private to the people in the mansion//hackable] )