just when you think someone has achieved the lowest possible level of human existence, you take a nap and remember everything else you'd forced yourself to forget...i'd forgotten how she smelled of him some days..."got to be a joker, he just do what he please".

"it's just an object, not what you think"

god damn. i figured my battered patience was evidence and motivation enough, given that they made it seem that i was some kind of focal point for the cause, but it seems i'm the only one who knows half a shit about me, let alone what sends me over the edge. courtney was wrong, jordan never said a word to grace about me being a creep, she just told ( Read more... )

it's one thing to involve the people close to the conflict. it's quite another to branch out and drag bystanders into this...and that's exactly what she's done. I like this girl, for those of you who know me i'm sure it's not hard to discern who, and she has a class with the venomous one ( Read more... )

so last night/this morning was awesome! Me, Courtney, Jennifer, Emily, Adrian, Adrian's bf (don't remember your name, dude, sorry), and Jordan went to see Iron Man, and it was hand-down the best comic book movie ever made. Better than the original Superman, Batman Begins, and Spider-man 2. Afterwards, most of us went to Adrian's and played Nintendo ( Read more... )

It's incredible, the feeling of knowing that so many people support you. it's amazing what the truth does to people, it changes them, enlightens them, scares them shitless, leaves them speechless...It certainly took long enough, but in the end, you reap what you sow. Nunquam Indulgeo, Nunquam Alieno...Never Forgive, Never Forget. honesty begets ( Read more... )

"be sure your sins will find you out."

my god, how the world turns...soo many people, many who i've known for years, all of them have changed.

Prom night...god, the phrase conjures up so many memories, most of which involve me in a primitive sort of mating dance with and overdressed and often half-wasted teenage girl. This year wasn't bad by my own personal measure of formal dance disappointment. Shit, I ended up on Prom Court. Who the hell would have guessed, huh ( Read more... )

it's been almost 2 months since i wrote anything ( Read more... )

how much longer before i die?

i heard a song on the radio today. it stopped me dead, or so she wishes.

"...here's the new Chevelle. New rock, 99-X."

Good choice.