keep swimming, even though you're drowning...

my life is nobodies business but my own. there are sides to everything and i dont need to explain myself to anyone besides the people who i hurt. if someone doesn't understand, ask, don't assume. don't take sides. don't pretend like you actually care all of a sudden. im sick of bullshit and i can't wait to never to be here again.

Sebastian is wonderful. I wouldn't be able to survive without him.

I had a dream that the man from texas chainsaw massacre lived with keegan, zack, sebastian, and myself ( Read more... )

i have an apartment

alot of stuff has been going well and alot has been going pretty bad ( Read more... )

im on the brink of becoming crazy ( Read more... )

i feel like, at college, i made a good group of friends. but i feel like i am still an "outsider" in that group. i feel like i did it to myself. i feel like i never hung out with any of them and when i tried to, they were all already gone ( Read more... )

i got my wisdom teeth out today

i can't even eat mashed potatos and im hungry

its my dad's birthday and they ordered food and i can't eat any of it.

i am bleeding and i fainted because of all the drugs im on.

ill be stuck in my house for the next couple of days

come and visit! i miss everyone

Im am done with my summer class so now I can actually start to have a life again.

Thursday I get my wisdome teeth out, but after I'm healed, the summer will begin for me!

SO HANG OUT WITH ME!