i figured id give it a shot to tell someone that i was sorry for being an asshole and we talked it out and things are okey i believe ive made amends with someone today and i sorta feel.....happy on another note ive met this kick ass girl seems as though she likes me for me i dont know i shall find out i need a change in direction in my ( Read more... )

It's a new year
without laughter
can u relax
take a nap
while a devil
with a shovel
above your head
ready to slaughter
now or later

ive had it up to here. not here. here. ok first off my car breaks down one thing lead to another then no i have no car. if i dont get a new one i will lose my job cause i cant make it and if i dont have a job i cant live here. then where would i go. ive givin up on my friends cause they are all shit. noone cares about anything. i dont mean ( Read more... )

I need to know one thing from everyone... is it me.... what have i done to this world.... everytime i let go of my heart it gets torn apart. im givin up... no more anyone i need to go my own way just say goodbye no my present life and get on with a new one.... the last 3 months ive like been all over the us ive flew out to cali to help ( Read more... )

Lately its like ive had no heart. like ive done nothing or been wrongful to people. evertime i turn around someone's playing put put golf with my heart. hit it alittle bit here hit it a little bit there and when they really get mad they swing as hard as they can to crush my dreams. its like this. see theres this girl that i used to date years ( Read more... )

14 years of friendship ruined...over what? a letter, a lie, or ignorence. i couldnt see how all this could ruin the 14 mile boyz...lol. but it did. i never felt so alone. ive always said the one person that is always gonna be there for u is urself. did i leave everyone or did everyone leave me. does it matter. i guess i dont have friends ( Read more... )

Today i talked to rays sister. The things we talked about sparked a lightbulb in my head. life is confusing for a simple minded person like myself. We talked about her issues about her situation. Also brought up some old shit. just caught up basically. I barely get to talk to her. Shes like my younger sister. i always take care of her ass when ( Read more... )

Ok latly ive been lonly. alone in this world. i feel as though if i were to look at what ive done in the 2 years i would relize it was a waste of time. i found someone who i thought i loved ended up i did and do love her just she was not for me. but y do i need someone to be with me. is it that im afraid to be alone. i already am alone. but im ( Read more... )

Hey, my life seems a little better now. the more i look at it. its a relief to see what i came from and turned my life around. but the drama isnt over. that missin part of me that i feel. needs to be filled. when i return to detroit 4 my visit i believe i will fill that spot. i just personaly met this girl that i think is good and good 4 me ( Read more... )

Today, i can look at today and look down on it. I cant remember a day i can look up to. but the days i look back at and smile are my happy dayz with my baby girl. There will never be a day, i can regret being with her.
-urieffer-