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its gonna be a looooong day
as i woke up today i could help but to stare at the crib and miss alek sometimes i blame this on me but i know what we have done was right but for you to think i cant see my son with out the courts premission is bullshit but i hope everything works out in the end im really trying to be strong but the half hearted smile that i show isnt enough to ( Read more... ) -
To seditious trout
Shit piss cunt bitch twat ass fuck damn cocksucker motherfucker snatch -
A new day a new life
So lately ive felt lost dont know why but i have, haveing lisa leave was a relief to me but her taking alek is heartbreaking and her not letting me see alek is even more heartbreaking i wish there was something more i could do but in time everything will work out. Lately i think ive been looking for another love. Should i? Will it turn out tue ( Read more... ) -
What next
Yea so what next -
At work about to get off
So I'm about to get off work yay testing my new app for my iPhone -
What Do You Have To Say? - Ewww
Maggots yea thats self explanitory -
happy happy joy joy
lets put everything aside and look at this were all living to die but dieing to live so i say fuck it all and live it how we want to i finally figured out that im doing just fine the way i am i dont need anyone to survive im gonna do this by myself -
just another day in hell.....michigan
well looks like i know what i have to do i have to set things stright in my life before i can continue into another heart..... but in the end it will be worth it. damnit i lost 100$ in poker tonight anyways i need to work this is pissing me off that i have gone almost 2 months without work. well thats the buissness im in. i just hope ( Read more... ) -
A friend once told me
neverending love is priceless, but never haveing love is expensive to a lonly heart -
baby steps
i call this one baby steps because it may seem like were not makin any progress but to see her smile today was amazing, special i felt all warm inside cause i know i made her smile.... yea i did that. before it was like war between us now, its cool. but i could tell she was still distant from me i think its cause the trust isnt there yet ( Read more... )