I have to stop being depressed and lonely. I don't need a man or a woman for that matter to make me happy. All i need is myself and my beautiful baby Clementine. That's all. That's all that God has allowed me, that's what I will be happy with. Not you, or him or her or anyone. Just me. And Clemmy. Life will go on, people will come in and out ( Read more... )

So all is well today and hopefully all will go well tonite. Meeting G after work, having dinner. Spoke with my supervisor and everything is fine. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. Ugh. During lunchtime. Blah. What else is going on? Just trying to straighten myself up, just be happy. I was a complete wreck earlier in the week, I'm chillin now ( Read more... )

I need more friends. I need buddies to talk to on the phone and to hang out with after work. I'm tired of being alone. I've been alone my whole life. I want some people in my life. I'm not very picky these days either. I'll be friends with almost anybody man. Shit ( Read more... )

Quick Update ( Read more... )

SONIC YOUTH AT THE WILTERN IN 17 DAYS!!!
+21 YEARS OLD IN 16 DAYS+

I am so proud of how much I've changed from last year... It's really quite amazing. I finally got myself out of that hole... Now it's just blue skies from here ( Read more... )

i have been writing non-stop more or less in my journals. pen and paper. i work best with these. what this means for my livejournal, i dont know. i think i may keep this solely for pictures. ? posting occasional special pictures.

i dont see myself ever deleting this. so at some point, updates will be had.

-k

I haven't forgotten about this journal yet.
My status:
Dirty; unable to eat; running on empty basically.

It's really hard but I really need to push myself harder.
I'm really no good at typing my thoughts.

I dont know what to do about the shower thing.

PUSH IT AWAY - THE WORLD LOOKS RED
PEOPLE WITH FISH EYES - THE GROUND SUCKS
WALK ON MY FINGERTIPS - DISPLACING THE FOG
THE WEIGHT OF MY BODY - IS TOO MUCH TO BEAR
THE MEMORY DRAINED - THE LIFE FROM THE DOLL
AN OCEAN OF INSECTS - WORKED LIKE A SHEET
THE IMMOVABLE FACT - BURIED MY MIND
IN A HORSEHAIR COAT - IN A PILE - ON THE FLOOR

satellite images of before/after the tsunami on cnn.com