Today has to be one of the worst days Ive had in a long time. Started out good.. and then I cried almost all day. I dont even know where to start..... god Im stupid. Stupid for thinking he loved me, cared and wasnt fucking other people. Stupid for thinking he changed, that he wouldnt do that to me. Shit. What a fucking moron ( Read more... )

So yesterday at work this guy Ben on my table asks me if I know anyone looking for a roomate. His girlfriend dumped him, moved out and left him stranded. Angie and I offered to let him crash on our couch or on an air matress in our living room, until he could find something else. I seem to be the haven for people who break up. Hes a nice guy so ( Read more... )

Today marks one year that Scott and I have been married. Although seperated for awhile, it still feels like years since we drove to Vegas last year and got married ( Read more... )

Yep thats right folks Im working 7 days this week. I think my next day off is either next Saturday or next Sunday, depending on how much production they need done. Bah ( Read more... )

Its been a crazy month so far and Im looking forward to it being over. Scott was home this weekend, and we spent as much time together and time would allow. It feels good to have him here. I love him and I dont care who doesnt like it. I know we've been going back and forth, but for some reason we keep going back to each other. The last few months ( Read more... )

Happy Mothers day.. to all the mothers and single fathers out there. I hope you have a good day with your loved ones ( Read more... )

So I just got back from taking my dad to the bus depot. He is going back down to Detroit to be with my grandmother. Apperently my aunts are going through all my grandfathers stuff and just taking what they want. Including a ring someone else was supposed to have. Its all a mess. Some of them just want money, others are just causing more problems, ( Read more... )

Im glad last week is over. Im not sure how much more I could actually take. I spent the weekend with my family in Wayne, and that was probally one of the hardest things Ive had to do in awhile. I seen alot of my family from Arizona that I havent seen in about 11 years, so that was nice. But everyone was stressed, and greeving. I did good at the ( Read more... )

After a very very long night last night.. my family kept calling my phone and I didnt answer. I was tired. Now I realize I was selfish. When I finally called them back they told me my grandfather passed away at 6:30 this morning. Talk about a kick to the heart. I havent gotten to see him for awhile and as always when someone passes you wish you ( Read more... )

More and more everyday I hate the people I work with. 2 guys who were supposed to be my friend apperently were talking trash about Larry, James, and I. Because they were at my house sunday. Along with my roomate and my friend Dan and also my boyfriend. The ones that were talking shit were mad because they werent invited over to. Well cry me a ( Read more... )