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I was excied when you re-entered my life after so so long. All those years/months/days/hours that i wondered how you were.. if you were okay.. if we'd ever be freinds again. Then you apeared and I was happy. Hoping to make amends for mistakes I made. Not being a good friend.. not being ready to give you my all. I missed you. Alot. If we cant be ( Read more... )

Well back to work.. ahhhhhhhh. Going to be a busy week. Need to scedule 2 different meetings. Get ready for them both. Start training our new table leaders and get ready for more tests. Tooo much to do so little time ( Read more... )

When people tell you how much being a mother will change your life.. you never really listen until faced with the bouncing baby boy. I took Tyler in today for his 4 months shots.. god that was awful. He screamed.. I almost cried. I know he needs them but its hard watching him hurt. He is 17lbs and 26 1/2 inches... he'll be 5 months on the 24th ( Read more... )

Well sorry about that lack of.. online usage. James and I bought a house in Saginaw. We LOVE it! Soooooooo nice to just be alone. Its a 3 bedroom, full basement.. beautiful.. and all ours. ;) Still adjusting to the move and still havent gotten everything put away yet.. but everyday it feels a little more like home ( Read more... )

On Monday James and I finally went to the appointment we've been waiting for.... its a BOY ( Read more... )

So much has happened since I last wrote in this its hard to tell where I should begin ( Read more... )

I swear Im gonna start using this agian.. things are just a little crazy right now! Working my ass off and trying to get things going with this house.. ill explain more later! For now I gotta clean and hit the sack!

Well Holy SHIT! This thing still works! And its only been since.. uh 2006? ;) Im back. Ive been busy. AND MY GOD have things changed. Hopefully soon I will have time to update. Missed you *hugs livejournal*. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HELLO AGAIN!
Can anyone still see me?

all I wanna do is stop crying.. why cant there be a little switch to turn off emotions? The more I sit and think about it the worse I feel. I look around my apartment and see all his shit, the cards he got me in the last 2 months, the flowers I dried from my grandfathers funeral, his clothes. I just wanna throw it all in the trash and lit it on ( Read more... )