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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO today is Saturday and i have dance in about a half an hour WOO HOO! kaitlynn and i will be rejoicing in our happiness hehe she still dosnt no about myn(its the same thing kinda exept ya its complicated(and no i dont have a bf)) but i will tell her and i get to see janine again! which is like my all time fav part of dance now! ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOOOO my big news is tomarrow as of like 2 min ago im not going to school BECAUSE im going to be geting ready to see a really really old faimly friend of myn who i havent seen in sence i was like 8 SOOOOOOOOOOOOO none of u new me then AND none of u new how i was(which is kinda like i am now but more grown up)haha so like this means a lot to ( Read more... )

so ya... with the end of the year comeing with a scary fastness im starting to get into my UBER HAPPY BUT STILL SAD mood. bc frankly next year is going to be diffrent. tasha and alex r leaveing me and so many other people. alex is going to Vergina and tasha is going to collage somewhere. To put it this way, i never realized how much my friends ( Read more... )

so yeah... i didnt have chem friday it was amazing! and well every other class was ok MISS SIMMS DIDNT EAT ME! yay she actuly thanked me for e mailing it to her! go me! i did get points taken off for not haveing my "Character Analysis Essay Plan Sheet" so yeah but its ok. alright i have to go but yeah life was good on friday and saterday so im

how can i put it... i like a person that dosnt like me back.... and its hard.... and I HATE IT! *angry face* i always do this its like a curse its gross! i want to go die in a hole! RIGHT NOW! it would be awsome then i wouldnt have to think about him all the time... y must love be so wonderful and so evil all at once WHY! ok im done now ( Read more... )

so yeah 1st day back i felt like i was on drugs this morning i was like 5 more min! and my dad was like GET YOUR ASS OUT OF BED U LAZY BUM! it was harsh... lol i hate mornings they suck balls! lol so yeah i as usual did wake up until like 3 block and was falling back to sleep my last. well yeah school is back it should die in a hole and never come

so today i got to dance (late just like me) and i walk in (half asleep) so i look around and to my great surprise i saw JANINE the love of my life! lol (sorry renee i love u but i have known janine longer) haha she says i have changed... which i have so good and some not so good. we went over our jazz from last year and janine and i DIDNT NO IT AT ( Read more... )

so if one more person lies to me i will be so fucking upset its not even funny. IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT. if it dosnt stop im going to trust no one bc it just hurts. like oh well i like keeping secarts bc it will help them. well let me tell u people that it NEVER works out someone slips. I would rather people say i dont like u get away then lie ( Read more... )

so my dad is an ass hole and i am tired of this shit and i just want everything to go back to normal i feel like i cant get it throw his head he needs to be home more often. its not even worth him comeing to my sports stuff. bc i cant even have a covnersation with him anymore. i fucking hate this life