hope never leaves you.... YEAH RIGHT... right now i have no hope for myself and i dont mean with school... i mean with men... im pritty AND YET i still cant find a boyfriend(maby thats a good thing i dont really no) but its just hard to have hope for something like that. i just want to know what makes me so unapealing... i mean ever sence last year ( Read more... )

haha ok i just really like that song ( Read more... )

so tomarrow i have one more mid term to take and that is my hardest one CHEM ewwwwwwwwwww haha so i have to make my cheet sheet and re-read all the chapters to make the cheat sheet. review notes... and all that jazzy stuff. but yeah... one more day and i have it in the morning which kinda sucks but i might just hang around school until other ( Read more... )

So when it comes down to it i am a who i am and have accepted that. If you cant exept me then FUCK OFF! if u dont like me bc i talk about boys non stop and i have like 100000000000000000 crushes then dont like me i dont care what people think anymore bc im me and that that im not changeing for anyone! so to those of you who dont care im gald for ( Read more... )

so right now im stuck between friends, sports, and groups, i dont fit in with anyone anymore like even just chilling with people is hard bc of everything. i need a brake and mid-terms are next week 2 and i have an essay to write for tomarrow and it was dew last week im way to stressed i want to cry but i cant bc i dont have time to i need to stop ( Read more... )

the new year is a time of happyness and a time of hope, to start a new begnning to find a new love and to hope for all the things you want to come true for that year...

This year my new years resaution is to be myself and find hope within myself and never give up on someting i belive in

hehe ok so tracy isnt like upber extited for christmas... bc yeah ewwww daddys girl friend and daughter of 8 or 9 is comeing EH! um... tomarrow i have my christmas bc my famiia is retarted! hehe i love opening presents! EVEN THO IM NOT 1ST KNOW BC CASEY(dad's gf doughter) all i can say IS THANK GOD HER SONS (who r dick heads) ANT COMEING! *dose ( Read more... )

so today was fun i found out where getting class rings tomarrow im way exited for that bc guess what MYNS HOTT! haha um... a lot has been going on im single... i am talking to dan a lot again... that hasnt happend in months! um... sercert singers in choir has started im going out tonight to get stuff for myn bc i love her/him very very much! haha ( Read more... )

so yeah this weekend was heacktic thursday to friday i slept over lizes. saterday i got new point shoes went to dance and slept over kaitlyn hanna's. today i went on a church thing am going to take a nape momentarly and then do my chem lab ( Read more... )

so yeah school started it sucks i hate homework the norm. um yeah we finly got our assinment books after 2 weeks and i got myn a day later then everyone elce but there are a few that had that same problem (aka the hole upper s wing!) so yeah um... im a myspace hore its bad i miss reading all my friends lj bc its intersting. i also dont have the ( Read more... )