why? thats really all I want to know. why?

ok so there is something seriously wrong with me. Its not normal to be scared you are going to die at 18 is it? Well I am terrified I am going to die. I want to come home. AHHH I cant stop panicing

ok so there is something seriously wrong with me. It is not normal to be scared you are going to die right? Well I a terrified that I am going to die. and I want to come home. Ahhhh I cant stop panicking.

I FUCKING HATE BOYS

so i made it through the surgery alright.....but i have to spend the night in the hospital. too bad i dont want to. Im sure i will update more later tonight.

Love

I can not believe it. I seriously CAN NOT believe it. I didnt get on the plane. I.........I stood at the terminal and didnt get on the plane. Instead I stood there and cried hysterically like a little kid who was panicing about having to go into a haunted house.

fuck.

sigh. I am home. and home is good. very good. It just feels so right being here with Jake and Nicole and my parents and the davidsons. I miss it so much. I miss driving around with him in his car and going up to school and just being here. Its so natural to be here. Its so.....perfect. Jake asked me to go back to dickinson with him and as much as I ( Read more... )

So i am going to see romeo and juliet tonight because my roommate is in it and I really really dont want to go. I am not in the mood to watch a frickin sappy play right now. Last night was an awful experience, of which I will give details in a moment. I am really homesick and I miss jake and all of my friends. I cant wait to come home.

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I HATE PAPERS!!! AHHHHHHHHH thats about all I can say.....that and I will be home in...uh....a while and I cant wait!

so. tired. college papers suck! thank god for librarys that are open till 2am!