omg!! this is so awesome ( Read more... )

well this friday is my SWEET 16!!!!!!! but no one is making a big deal about it. my parents didnt even ask what kind of cake i wanted!!!!!!!! i feel so neglected!!!!!!!!!! lol no not really ( Read more... )

i just got done watching some comedy romance movie. it made me want to go out and rent a whole bunch more romance movies, buy a big huge tub of chocolate ice cream, and get some jane austin novels. then i would just sit around in my pajamas all day and all nite, taking hot bubble baths while watching sad romance movies and reading sad romance ( Read more... )

ok well i think that i'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel very brightly now. looks like all my praying and reading the Bible and fighting my depression has really helped in just the last....what? 1 or 2 days? and i'm starting to find myself again too! how cool is that? the firey passion for life and music and God (my #1 passion. ( Read more... )

i've decided to fight my depression. i'm gonna force myself to take control and be happy. i aint gonna let myself get depressed anymore. i have the promise and hope that Psalm 18 gives me. so it's all good.

you know what i really really really REALLY want to do?

scream.

hey wazzup yal? i'm totally bored. there's nothing to do...nothing ( Read more... )

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well, my life is gotten a little out of hand ( Read more... )