i love her.

dude. i havent been able to sleep in a long time. i have to wake up in 4 hours, and i cant sleep. hmm.

its 5 am. im not even tired. im out of sleeping pills, so i guess ill have to live. i will never drink 2 lattes with an obsene amount of espresso in it again. never ever, one is my new limit. ok off to find some sleeping pills in this house, there has to be some. and i would be waking up right about now if it was a real weekend, but no its fake, so ( Read more... )

I HATE him. Like i cant even take him anymore, i want him out of my life. But i dont know how to tell him i cant be friends with him. Whenver i start to fuck off, he fucking talks to me, so when i need him he tells me to fuck off in a nice way. WHAT THE FUCK, WHO THE FUCK AM I KIDDING? I dont need him. I HATE HIM ( Read more... )

2 Demos on Sunday!!!

Towson @ 1 @ 200 York Road
Reisterstown @ 5 @ 11805 Reisterstown Road

Let me know if anyone wants to come with me <3

i cant stand my life right now. everyone i thought was important to me, doesnt quite feel the same. somehow everyone is drifting out of my life. i hate this town, i just want to get out. i want to go somwewhere where noone knows me to th slightest, i want to start over. 2 years till i get to, that is unless i dont continue to fuck up like i have ( Read more... )

cure me of this broken heart.

day of silence tommorow. im nervous and ecxited...i've been waiting for this day since like december and its finally here, it sort of creeped up on me though. hopefully i wont be the only one doing it. and i hope there are more than 5 of us, and i hope they are people who actually will take it seriously and not just do it to be cool. people like ( Read more... )

death is all around me. i dont want to be here anymore. i want to wake up and realize this is all just a bad dream or a really bad prank someone found funny at one time. i hate feeling so helpless.

i can't turn my mind off. all i want to do is sleep. its become an impossible task. i cant stop thinking long enough to drift off into sleep ( Read more... )