Why do I always have to mess things up. Why does everything in my life go wrong and the one thing I wanted more then anything in the world is too good for me. Why did I even kid myself into thinking I could ever have him? Why did I set myself up for such a Huge Fall. I dont think Iv had such a pain in my heart since ______. As soon as I droped ( Read more... )

Lauren was so upset at the canteen. I wish there was something I could do, Something I could say that would just make everything ok again. I feel so stupid because the only thing I can say is "dont worry things will get better" and "everythings going to be fine" but I just wish there was more I could say. I wish i could take away all her pain. and ( Read more... )

just got back from the Movies with Lauren...I think Iv been weirding her out latly cuz theres just been so much on my mind that Iv just acted weirdly like she called about the movie and the first thing out of my mouth is "IL PICK YOU UP" and shes just like "uh oook" and when she calls me I dont really talk on the phone and stuff Iv just been really ( Read more... )

Good morning world...yet again its spirling downward. There was another artical about my dad in the paper again (not just any paper but the front page of the NY Times) its so fucking annoying hes not the bad guy everyones making him out to be. Its like leave him alone! And my parents are fighting again. yea thats why we went to Florida, They had ( Read more... )

well this weekend was fun....it was in a weird way cuz everywhere we went things went wrong but it turned out to be fun.

ok Friday I went with Lauren to Utopia to get her nose peirced, But when we got there they said you had to be 16 to get your nose peirced (which is totally stupid cuz for all they know we could have gone home and stuck 20 needles ( Read more... )

wow its been a wile since Iv updated....possibley because I have no life lol. Well lets see whats happend in my life........

camp ended, (tear tear) Im gonna miss everyone soo much especially because so many of my freinds including myself are thinking about not going back, it didnt hit me until just now how much Im gonna miss everyone. I didnt get ( Read more... )

wow its been a wile since iv updated....mainly because Im a lazy ass and just dont feel like it and stuff but yea Im updating now and thats all that matters ( Read more... )

Hey dudes and dudettes not much here....I went to the canteen tonight and I finally talked to Kyle...Yea, it only took Shauna Launa Angelica AND Lauren to pick my up and carry me to the door! I was soo scared to talk to him because Im shy like that...(come on you know me, the second day at Glen Cove I didnt talk to the people who talked to me the ( Read more... )

~>Its been a wile I dont really have much to say anymore my self esteem is on a way low..... I died my hair red pink so thats kinda kool...The only good thing is I finally got a letter from David....I miss him sooo much Im turning into a real bitch without him and Nell here ( Read more... )

*Things I find amusing ( Read more... )