i'm divorcing my husband.

and enlisting in the military.

August 1st, we move into our new apartment. woo ( Read more... )

one-sided conversations with her are always the same. third person. describing in every detail my eminent death. suicide. accidental. natural causes. cancer. infection ( Read more... )

You Are 88% California
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i don't know what i'm going to type ( Read more... )

these past two weeks have been hell ( Read more... )

so, at the ultrasound, we found out i'm actually at 6 weeks. but baby didn't show a heartbeat yet. they told me to come back in a week, to make sure one formed ( Read more... )

i'm so excited. i have my first ultrasound on monday !
and i'm at 13 weeks, 3 days. hurray for surviving the first trimester without puking.


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i have my first prenatal appt. on tuesday morning ( Read more... )

i think this one is a boy. but i could be wrong.

it's just different than the last one.

i wish you could just be happy for me. and not so bitter about my mistakes.

i'm merely tired.