I can't help but feel a strong detachment from anyone, society as a whole, homo sapiens in general I guess ( Read more... )

this is the hardest think i have ever done

I have no fucking clue how to feell,
sometymesoki,

othertimes its this huge emptiness, 
This self-deprecating self-hatred,
clouding my brain drips,
crimson like blood.

ibrokerulenumber one,
he forgot rule number two,
rule three fuckked us upp,

&

"it's in the mail"...

due to my new job/new location it seems i cant get a ride from LA to VENTURA 
which duh, because thats kind of a far distance,

regardless

lightning bolt is playing at the smell
on thurs

and i cannot go..^&*@!

any solutions?

There's no place I'd rather be ( Read more... )

This story starts like most, or not, a ghost who felt hot and knew another who always taught what's beautiful about the future and finding poetic love in robots. The hot felt how much the other cared and got scared and hid in the bottom of an enchanted lake. While the other found without what's smart the soul started to break, so she'll fake her ( Read more... )

Once again ripped at the seams ( Read more... )

is it silly all i think about and want to do ( Read more... )

today I fear everyone forgetting me...

so i moved back to the VTA for a mental vacation,
i miss santa cruz and moreso the family andfollowersin s.c./hmb ALOT,
but it's all good i guess.

i'm down to deplete myself of mental debts
make a lot of art and music,
then move back and make MORE.

mice parade is the best band.

so is snugguglarrrraaanng