Here I am 23, living downtown with my loving husband in a small apartment with the best view in town. I'm working at a sandwich shop that is barely surviving. They want to make me manager, but I already am and I already make more than the manager that is departing. I suppose this upcoming title means I get blamed. I'm thinking about going back to ( Read more... )

I'm sick and tired of seeing all these commercials for women who want to decrease their periods. yeah I guess if I had always been regular it would sound like a great idea to me, but that isnt the case at all. I want something to bring it back and let me know it's still ok. I know I'm not pregnant, but if I were I would have no idea untill I was ( Read more... )

heh... wow. lots have happened.

where to begin?

Danny and I are in love...

.... yeah i know. ...wow.

I'm shocked too, but into a dreamstate that I dont want to leave. For the first time ever tonite, I didnt mind being an arm-cozy around a bunch of people. He's fuckin' with my head!

I'm bringing him to Church tomorrow for show and tell for the ( Read more... )

April 10, 2006 ( Read more... )

Things to do ( Read more... )

i need your email addresses, i have important information to share.

peace

I hate the fact that oldies stations are all 80s now. Seriously, that music sucks. It's like Big Bill Broonzy's deformed wooden leg. What ever happened Country Joe or the Charlatans or anything else that the family dog would've been all about. Seriously, don't pull on superman's cape.

I hate feeling depressed like this. It fogs over all the optimsim. I turned off my music so that I can think clearly, but still it's very hard to see the light these days ( Read more... )

Today was the first time I allowed myself to listen to the birds singing outside my window in a such a very long time.

My anxiety attacks are comming back.

dumb bitch
go to class