more shit that is just depressing.

[witchypixie]

I am just tired of trying to be okay. I can't promise anything right now. I just don't even deserve to have the hope. Nothing gets any better I want to make things work but I am can't even help myself. I'm not going to try, I don't want my help anymore. I am just helpless. Too fat for my own skin. I don't want anything for myself anymore. No

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[kharma_creature]

why are you hopeless? <3

[witchypixie]

it's just how I am right now. It's been a bad couple of weeks. This is just my reaction to everything that hurts now.

[kharma_creature]

i know for me.. when i become hopeless.. it does eventually pass.. i try doing something i enjoy - like singing - creating things - writing - reading - and most of all - getting OUT of the house or whatever enviorment i am mostly in.. it helps to change my perspective..

maybe it would work for you? ... and anytime you wanna talk.. i'm pretty much arround.

[lanthanum]

you are not hopeless -- and if you need anything, or i can do anything, let me know.

btw i'm not mad about the call dropping last night. i think it was actually my phone because it had begun beeping at me when i was talking to christy ( or rather, christy was talking to me, i was crying like a little bitch =/ ), before you called. so if it was anyone's phone it was mine.

please take care of yourself. never remain quiet.