All is forgiven.

As much as I knew it was going on, I was still SO SHOCKED AND HURT that you all did that to me.
Have you NO FEELINGS AT ALL? Do you have any idea how much hurt and pain and misery you caused me?
Do you KNOW how many times I cried and cried and cried because I thought 
I 
was doing something wrong..?
I didnt do anything wrong.

And I think I am a dumbass ( Read more... )

I love Leah.

Cause I am SUCH a lesbian.

Mhhmmmmmm, noone gayer than me.

It just makes me so sad.

I hate seeing her this upset.

Fucking asshole. She DOES NOT deserve this.

There is nothing I can do except sit there and let her cry on my shoulder. And make peekaboo faces.

I was afraid she wouldnt be able to sleep, but she is out like a light, which is good, she needs to rest.

She is my best friend and I love her. I just wish ( Read more... )

40 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST

1. Where will you be in a hour?
At Leah's house.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
*shrugs* Beats me...

3. Is there something purple within 10 feet of you?
Leahs nailpolish

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
NoOoo, I cant remember the last time I even needed them..

5. When was the last time you went out of ( Read more... )

So. Yeah.

Without my knowing I became....gay?

Acording to a few people anyway.

Hahahahahhahahahahahahaha!

So fucking funnyyy.

I have never been suspected of being gay in my life.

But there is a first time for everything I guess.

So if ANYONE else has any suspisions of my sexuality, get rid of them. Because im not gay. I never even THOUGHT about it. So, ( Read more... )

So I guess Jonathan is my new therapist....?

lol.

He gives blunt....HONEST advice.........but it makes sense.

Well one thing he said didnt AT ALL.

("ARE YOU GAY!?" *shocked face* "NooooOoo")...lol

But im letting it slide...;)

But I am home all day today so if anyone is bored. CALL me 478-6085.

I will prob be asleep but wake my ass up..lol

I am so confused...

~

Its really starting to bother me. Horribly.

There's nothing I can do either. Because noone listens.

~

Everything is slowly slipping away.

Although everything you love slips away. Because you love it.

Noone knows how much I wish I didnt fucking care.

~

I feel like a completly different person since last year...i dont know why.

~

The ( Read more... )

"It looks like you're naked............*shifty eyes*........but with clothes on".

*bursts out laughing*

^_^

I have the best friends on the planet.

I felt compelled to tell you how much you mean to me. (Jonathan! I dont want any comments on how weird this is OKAY? lol)

Leah

I know you have already read this. but its EXACTLY how I feel. And I thought I would telly ou again.
You are my bestest friend on this planet. I love you so much its ridiculas(sp?)I ( Read more... )