I wish that people would stop being fake and hurting my friend.

I wish people would stop lying to me, tell the god damn truth, it wont hurt you.

MINE AND LEAH'S BIRTHDAY PARTY WAS FUCKING AMAZING.
Yay for everyone who was there!! ^_^

If you couldn't make it, I know you would have come if you could.

I love you guys.

Mostly Leah though, no offense.

ITS MY 16TH BIRTHDAY BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

I love Leah.
<.< >.>

Partay!!

Lol.

Tonight.

Birthday.

Tomorrow.

Excited?

Psssh, yeah!

Okay. Does ANYONE want to go see the midnight premiere of Harry Potter 5 tongiht with me...?

Its at the Regal Port Orange 6 at 11:56.

Which is right where my cousin used to live.

I want to go sooooOOooOoooooo bad. Soooo, if you want to.

Reply here or message me on myspace...

Or call me.

HAPPY SWEET 16 LEAH PARKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I LOVE YOU!!!

AHHHHH!!!

^_____________^

5 more days for me!!

I really don't know how to be happy.

It's that simple.

I have something a lot of people wished they had. And I'm still unhappy. Which in turn makes the friendship suffer.

I dont know what to do to BE HAPPY. I wish I was happy.

Before you read the rest of this I want you to know that I am not looking for pity or angry responses. Most of the questions in this are rhetorical anyway.
BUT....
It's my fucking journal and I will say what I please.
And if anyone has a problem with my "bad grammar" or how I spell a word they can shove it up their fucking ass. I'm OVER that SHIT.

Here ( Read more... )

So....everything is pretty damn good.

Summer is starting to have good times.

OLD MAN JACK! Pink Floyd laser show.....

LEAHHHHHHH!!! ^_^

Thats my fav part of summer. I get to spend time with Leah A LOT!

I thought I had much more ot update, but I am to tired to think.

PEACE

Things are starting to get better.

They are REALLY trying.

And they have no idea how much it means to me, and how much I notice how sorry they are.

Thanks guys.

Staying up all night with Emma laughing at Brandon sleeping is funny shit.