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Will this day ever end?
Geeze but the days are friggan long and boring when there is no rainbow.
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Surviving the holidays
Well. Found a place and moved. Still have tons of stuff at the old place, but havent gotten a foreclosure notice yet. So im not worried about getting the rest out.
Im going to have to give up smoking. Got a notice from Medicare. Theyll start taking money out if my check in March. Plus i am going to have to pay for a supplement, so i can get my meds ( Read more... ) -
Still alive
Same old same old.
Good news is the girl some how got a student loan.
Considering all my bankruptcys and bad credit, I have NO idea how that happened.
But I'm thankful as hell.
Maybe because this is her last year?
Whatever. Just so thankful that she will be able to finish this last year of school. (Knew we should have moved to europe.)
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Geeze
Wallowing in self pity. Can't pull myself out.
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So far this year
Lost the house.
Don't own a car.
Have no idea where to go or how I'm going to live.
The girl did not get grant money for her last year of school.
Don't know how I'm going to pay for school or for a place to live.
If I move into her place...I'd have enough money for rent. But nothing else.
No food.
No Internet .
No smoke.
Nothing.
Maybe have 25$ left.
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There's NOTHING wrong with me
I AM OK. i'm NOT a bum, stupid, idiotic, lazy bitch ( Read more... ) -
Me and my Imagination
Ok. It may be my imagination...though certain studies say this works...but I've had a shitty tummy for a couple of days now.
Nothing really serious (I don't think) but making me not want to eat and just feeling sick. (Me thinking sinus).
Any way. Point is...
I've been sicky. Out of smoke. Found a pinch (2 breaths) I've just realized my stomach feels ( Read more... ) -
Ok. Freaking
Ok. I accept (mostly) that we are going to have to move.
But the thought of moving makes me want to act like a 4yo throwing a temper tamtrum.
Which is bad enough.
But the thought of being in my 60s and not having a permanent roof over my head FREAKS ME COMPLETELY OUT.
And you know what else. I don't trust Him.
Heh. Well face it. I've never really ( Read more... ) -
Lose house
Well. We are difintely losing the house. He wants to try to sell it...but their are house in this neighborhood...nice houses on the water. ..that have been up for sale for months and months...some cases over a year.
I think it would be a miracle if we were able to get what we owe on it. Let alone any thing extra for getting a new place.
The thought ( Read more... ) -
Keep going
Don't give up. Just keep going. You'll get through it.