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Everyone laughs when I tell them how I feel after this year. Because I tell them I feel soulful. But it's true. I feel like a blues song. Well, not necessarily. I feel like the kind of person who can write a blues song and put in the middle of a really fabulous record that isn't necessarily blues-y. My life didn't stick me into a box and ( Read more... )

THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT THIS DAY, ALWAYS, THAT GETS TO ME, THAT DOES SOMETHING, THAT DRIVES ME NUTS, THAT MAKES ME LOVE EVERYTHING, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING FALL INTO PERFECTION AND UNDERSTANDING AND ( Read more... )

So I just caught up with everyone's journals. Ha! Don't let that freak you out. Well maybe it should. Because I probably read your last entry, and you probably thought the days of LJ were mainly over. I guess they are. I mean, me, I guess I've just come to embrace privacy. That sounds like a really stupid way to compartmentalize something so ( Read more... )

I'm going through these flower tags, and I just love it. That isn't sarcasm. I seriously love it. I love that one kid who came and bought four the first day, and put a first name, a room, and an hour. I told him it'd probably be better if he put the last name too. He looked at me helplessly and said, "That's all I could get" before he ran off ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting better at outsmarting myself. In a good way. For example, this morning, I woke up, and I was in a bad mood. And I just wanted to sit around the house and not do anything and just be in a bad mood. But deep down, I knew that I just needed to do SOMETHING, ANYTHING, and I'd be fine. And then I got two surprise guests at my ( Read more... )

Last night I wrote a really good entry. I don't really know if it was good in terms of content, but it was one of those nights where I just typed really fast and hit post without even rereading it. And I didn't reread it, so I don't really even know what it said. That makes me a little mad. But anyway, I was in a really good mood last night, ( Read more... )

Tonight, many important things happened ( Read more... )

Whenever I have something really wonderful happen to me, I never want to write about it. Whenever I have something really horrible happen to me, I don't want to write about it here either. I hope people don't read this looking for true insight about my life. They probably won't find it. I usually end up on tangents, and while they're ( Read more... )

I hate when tacos are for dinner and the sour cream is moldy, but you still have to look at the sour cream container when you're getting it out of your fridge and wonder, "Will I be able to put this on my taco?" and wonder. But then it's always, ALWAYS moldy ( Read more... )