Oh my goodness! i can tell it's happening again. I hate this, i can feel the stress of school coming on, and my mom bitches me out about an average of 3 times daily.

I want to move. Badly. I hate my town, i hate my mom, and there are better things for me to be doing right now.

OK so i'm pretty much just going all over the internet (myspace, gmail, ( Read more... )

Monday: got yelled at by my mother for over sleeping and got a lecture about not spending time with the family. So i stayed home from my gym date then had to work 4-9. Found out the lead singer is leaving my favorite band. Buuuut i got to email back and forth a bit with Phillip :-) and that sort of made my day. We talked about nothing but i still ( Read more... )

OK so  for a good part of the summer i've had this strange idea that i want a boyfriend. Rediculous? Maybe, but then this guy that i've crushed on for about.. well, maybe 2 years now and his g/f slpit early this summer. Yeah, anyway it sort of appears he likes me now so that's cool. Anyway, his ex is always coming into my work and i was gossiping ( Read more... )

Here's how it goes:

anorexic insomniac = Emma
Yeah, so basically i eat a swit load of fruits&veggies and drink coke+coffee+water: a lot.
Oh and.. i never sleep. Don't know why. I tried no caffine and working out.. i'm still madly insane.

This week I am working at VBS (vacation Bible school) at my church for two days, and then the weekend is my crazy ( Read more... )

[PREPPY]
[ ] Spend a half hour doing your hair?
[x] Go tanning?
[ ] Watch The OC/Laguna Beach?
[x] Own something designer?
[x] Go to the mall?
[x] Like Paris Hilton?
[ ] take ur cellphone everywhere
[ ] Own an ipod/MP3 player?
[x] Love Starbucks?
[ ] Love flip flops?
Total = 5

[GOTH]
[x] Black/Red=fave color?
[x] Ever thought about death?
[ ] Wear chains?
[ ] Like ( Read more... )

It seems lately, i have no luck with boys.
First off: all the ones that like me, i don't know.. just not interested.
Second: the ones i do like (seriously) all of them get girl friends within a month. Not because I'm that scary, usually they don't know i like them. It's hard to tell people that!
Third: I don't know if i really want to date all that ( Read more... )

Hi everyone,
Wow it's been a while.
So, this past weekend i was away friday-saturday-sunday w/ the London (Glad Tidings) youth group to go to convention.
It was amazing :)
The worship team was amazing, the speaker was entertaining, and the sleeping arangements were.. acceptable.
(basement of a church.. sleeping in youth/sunday-school rooms)
*all with ( Read more... )

So i've been sick. Really sick, strange things have been happening.
I went to the ER because i stopped being able to see in my right eye for a bit.. really odd. And then i almost passed out because i hadn't eaten anything in about two days. It's hard to eat and it grosses me out.
But i'm feeling fine now. i have eaten breakfast and lunch today and i' ( Read more... )

Lies ( Read more... )

i hate it when ppl make fun of:
Punks
Emo's
girlies
tom boys
parents
bosses
church go-ers
How could they ever understand until they've been one themselves and felt the same way as them.
Don't pretend you understand if you don't.. nobodies making you
pressure stinks..but it's real