I am so torn

[witheredaway]

I have so much of what I want right now and it feels like it's going to fall apart. I guess you cant have everything. I am feeling so torn apart right now. I do not know what to do. Chris has sacrificed himself and life and moved here to be with me. He quit his job and found one here. He left his family and got out of Granite City. He's been here

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[atarirules11102]

as selfish as you may feel, you are more than logically thinking hollie. you do have an established career, and a business that seems to be doing surprisingly well for a first try, first year business. Because he doesn't have a set career, he has a lot more options for jobs. Yes, technically you have the same ones, but like you said, you won't be getting anywhere with your future with your degree if you don't stick with it. It's not selfish, it's being smart and worrying about your life in the future, along with his. You two survived this long on a distant relationship, i'm sure you can make it even further if it does end up that he has to go back. You have VERY strong commitments where you are that are not only emotional, but financial commitments. And you can't live without good finance, you can however live with your love far away from you. yeah, it's hard, i know how that feels, but you two are strong. You got a good head on your shoulders, it seems like you've already thought this through quite a bit.

[riloh]

he doesn't have anything to lose by moving back home.

you have quite a bit going on at the moment.

it seems that if you both move back to his place, neither of you will have jobs, and you'll be worse off than now.

maybe he needs to explore wider fields of employment.

there's always a job to be done and money to be made.

[screaminecstasy]

fuck..sweetheart.. im sorry that you have so much stress right now..
no one can really tell you what to do..
can he try to look for another job out there again? if you think uyo ucan make it work if he moves back ad you stay.. maybe try that..since you just started your new business and all..
man im not good at relationship advice..
good luck and i know you guys will work things out.. you have to.

[anonymous]

my small window into your life, I miss you so much.
I hope everything is well...

[witheredaway]

Who are you?

yea, like whoa!

[anonymous]

I don't know if I should even say anything. hollie yea, I dunno. I've been in love with you for so long and I don't know, I want the best for you. I want everything to be perfect for you and for you to be happy and I so hope that everything you do in life is successfull (sorry about any drunken missspellings) but hey thats me and I wish you the best. don't mean to bring any memories back and make things harder for you or myself. I do love you and wish you the best....and maybe just by me posting this makes things harder. but I dunno, I do love you and maybe thats whats wrong with me and maybe I should just let everything go and forget. but it's hard for me to do that. I dunno, theres just alot that I miss and love and my friends and everything that I don't want to loosse but is alrready gone ya know.... what ever