i'm really scared...

I don't want to feel like ( Read more... )

too much going through my head the last few weeks.
cant find the words to express it all.
some thoughts i never want to think again.
ashamed for even thinking them.
others i still feel and wish would go away.
i am being too vague.

After the horrible week I had and stressful day yesterday last night was just what I needed. Not only did I go to the Coyote Hardware Bar. Not only did I go there with my sister. Christine and her fiance Edwin came with us. I havent seen Christine for like two years and we finally got the chance to get together since we live so close to each other ( Read more... )

mmmm I love this band.

This is not the first time, I've been through all this before ( Read more... )

Things always seem to happen the same.
Like clockwork.

and I will be alone....forever.

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles ( Read more... )

I just basically threw away $180.
Gotta love speeding tickets.
::roll::

::smile::

I fucking need to get out of here now. I cant stand living in this house and feeling like a piece of shit all the time. And being in Pittsburgh this past weekend makes it even worse because it just reminded me of how much fun it was to be up there. How much fun it was not to have my parents on me about every little fucking thing I do. I'm sick of ( Read more... )