aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

god.. what should i do?
with all my trouble in my world recently.
suck. i hate being like this.
want to scream out loud.
cried. until no tears. but blood. running on my cheeks.
when will you close my eyes?
i wait for that moment badly,
wishing that no tomorrow for my life.

hate my day so much!