Everytime I come home I feel different.
Like I don't belong here.
I feel so different from other people. It's weird.
It's like I don't fit in.

Hmmmm.

I have alot to think about.
And alot to decide.
Hopefully I make the right decisions.
I have so much to work on as well.
I hope it all turns out ok.

So I never can sleep anymore. It's getting so annoying.
Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped here. Not always, but somtimes.
I need to get away from the constant drama of St. Joe's. People drive me crazy.
I wish people could shut up for more than 5 minutes.

In other news, I'm going to England in May with my aunt to visit my cousin :)
I'm so excited!

Hi LJ. Nice to see you again!
I dont remember the last time I wrote in this....
but I just wanted to say that,
Guatemala changed my life completely. Such an eye-opening experience.
School is going ok, and I'm much happier :D

I put this here, only because I'm too chicken to make this a note on facebook ( Read more... )

ughhhh.
well. Things aren't a whole lot better.
They are a little better though.
Some people in life make me very angry. If you really know me, you know I'm normally not an angry person.
Assholes.
I'll ellaborate sometime later. I don't even know if thats the correct spelling.
Whatever.

here we go.
I move into college tomorrow.

am I really ready?
who in the hell knows.

I'm so excited/nervous!

miss you guys :)
♥ ♥

correction: I can't wait to leave, period.

cvnbjvnbkvnbknv.

Holy crap, its august ( Read more... )

Hello again, livejournal.

So its senior year. And there's about 2 months left until my last day of high school.
Wow. Thats insane! Where the heck did all the time go? There's so many things that I need to do.

I need to update this thing more often.