Anything can happen when you put your heart to it. 
I totally got rejected by someone I was hoping to chase down for the last month or so.
Oh well.
Yeah, I'm sad, and yeah I should be crying my heart out.
But I knew all along that it would happen, right?

So.
I'm starting over.
A clean new slate.
Being who I am.

J's back in town. =]!

I don't know what to do. I don't know how I feel. I don't know if my feelings are playing me or not. Because I'm totally obsessed with this one person. But I talked to one of my closest friends, and they told me that it might just be that fact that I want someone just to be there for me. Having a boyfriend/girlfriend would fill up that spot ( Read more... )

So I like someone. And they're not supposed to know, but they might, even though I might've told them. They're a girl. Which makes my life 10 million times more difficult than it should be. I just can't find a reason to stand up anymore. I don't want to sink, but I feel myself sinking, sinking hard. I have fallen. Maybe not in love, I'm sure it's ( Read more... )

I need someone to care, someone to hold me close and tell me that I'm their world. Just need someone to face me and tell the world to me. I thought I could find that in someone, but I was wrong, like I was wrong about so many other things. I hate the feeling of thinking you have something in your hands, but you end up chasing it and in the end, you ( Read more... )

So. I lost my camera. Yeah, I know right? I was quite depressed and went to PacSun to buy a wallet. Yeah, when I'm depressed, I buy, so that's not good. =/. I left it at Denny's, I know that for sure, but someone probably took it, so, meh, not too happy about that. =[. So I can't decide if I want to fork over like 200 dollars to buy a somewhat ( Read more... )