tonight went much better then i thought. maybe that was also because of the wine. it really makes me kinda sad to know that i'll never have the same friendships with friends i used to have. something is no longer there, maybe it's just the passage of time and the salt in old wounds. if i could have it my way, i would be true real friends again ( Read more... )

today in the mail i got a letter telling me i have been selected to be in the book of the national dean's list for this past academic year. how fucking crazy is that? it says that students are selected by their college deans, faculty members, or educational organizations. while i have made the dean's list in college i have no idea how i have ( Read more... )

got up early today and went to therapy. it was pretty intense today. i had to think about some things that i really didn't want to think about but it was good and draining. i am in much better mental shape that i would ever dream of, which is kind of funny considering the agony i put myself through ( Read more... )

minus the whole not being able to find a job thing, life is pretty awesome ( Read more... )

http://www.cnn.com/2004/US/Midwest/05/31/gays.communion.ap/index.html

well, the game is all over and i'm not sure who won or what the outcome even is. i think i am pretty much more confused then ever.

yesterday i was introduced to somebody new. an old friend of mine has been wanting to set me up with this boy (and i say boy very loosely) for some time. so we met yesterday and he seems pretty cool. we're probably just going to hang out and have fun with our mutual friends (who just happen to be a couple). the boy is a bit older then me and he ( Read more... )

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BODY ILLS + SKILLS ( Read more... )

coal had to go back to the hospital today, as he is very sick. please pray for him. as of now, he is stable but it's really touch and go. hopefully i will know more of a prognosis in the morning. if all goes well and he makes it, i hope this isn't a forecast of things to come. a dog being sick his whole life isn't a life at all. he is the ( Read more... )