While it seems everyone else is at a really high point in their lives right now, I feel my self slowly sinking into a dark hole ( Read more... )

Wallowing 101 ( Read more... )

It's funny how we can hold someones opinion of us so high, even though we know that they are liars. Even if we ask the question that we want to ask, we know they are still going to tell us an answer that isn't true ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile.

Well, in the last couple weeks:

- I went home for my brothers wedding. I know, my brothers wedding? Who would have thought the day would come? Believe it or not, I actually cried tears of joy for him. :)

- I also worked Coachella again this year. Pictures can be found here: MyspacePrince did an amazing cover of ( Read more... )

I slept for shit last night... tossed and turned until about 5am. I then woke up at 6:50am for work. I'm hating life right now.

I always feel like I have so much to say, but when it comes down to it, I can't even put it into words ( Read more... )

Seeing you this weekend wasn't easy. I'm glad we were able to chat for a little bit. At least I know you still want to be my friend.

Fighting back the urge to call or text you is trying.

I miss you... and I don't think I realized how much you meant to me until you were gone. I can willingly say, I was falling in love with you.

This weekend was pretty busy, with little sleep.

I stayed home from school on Friday. Migraines. Ugh. It's really weird, but it seems I get a lot of those this time of year. Some so bad even sleep won't get rid of them.

Even so, I ended up going to PYT in Hollywood with Jacquie and Shannon Friday night:


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I'm so glad it's Friday. And ending to a very long/hard week ( Read more... )

I don't think I mentioned this yet, but Afton and I ended up getting an apartment together again in Long Beach. We just moved in this past weekend. It's actually a condo, 2bd/2ba, 9 blocks from the beach. We're on the 4th floor. Secured building. Parking Garage. Gas fireplace. So many other neat things about it. I'll put pictures behind the lj cut ( Read more... )