I've decided to cut Ryan off, completely. Or at least until I can stop feeling the way I feel about him. But I know myself pretty well, and I'm going to say this will probably have to be a permanent decision. The situation reminds me a bit of what happened with Marc in San Diego.. except way worse. And by worse I mean, I fell a lot harder. Similar ( Read more... )

One of my friends from San Diego just found me on myspace. She messaged me to say hello and that she misses me. This makes me feel happy, sad, nervous, and nostalgic all at once. I've lost contact with so many of my friends down there. And sometimes when I try and make contact (via myspace/livejournal/texting/etc), I hardly ever get a response back ( Read more... )

It's been months since someone last posted a comment on one of my posts. What happened to livejournal? It was such a nice way of keeping in touch with everyone who I never see on a regular basis ( Read more... )

I'm sure most of you heard about the missing kid from ASR in San Diego that worked for Hurley and lived in Huntington Beach. Dane Williams. And as I'm sure you've heard by now, he was found, dead, in an alley, covered by a blanket, 7 miles from where he was last seen ( Read more... )

I've said it before.. and I'll say it again:

Crushes are completely unreasonable.

Life ( Read more... )

i'd be lying if i said i wasn't sad when i left your apartment last night.

Do you ever feel like you do everything you can to please your friends, and it seems it's still not good enough ( Read more... )

last night was really nice. :)

Alas, another couple of friends from San Diego got married this past weekend. It's funny when you move away and never hear about this stuff anymore. I think thats 4 weddings in the last 6 months.. sheesh. Congratulations Lila and Chris!! I've known you both since you first met. Chris, you were an old roommate, and Lila, and good friend. I know ( Read more... )