some foods literally just taste like my eating disorder. sugar free gum, corn and roasted pepper soup from tj's, air popped popcorn, cottage cheese. the list goes on and on.

i switched the side i sleep on so i don't see my canary tattoo as i'm falling asleep anymore. i lost five pounds. i'm nervous that i went vegan not for politics or because diary was making me feel bad, but because i know i'll lose weight and it'll be easier to control what i eat and have all the excuses in the world to not eat anything when i'm out

in our motel room, you're drinking slice and gin
reading moby dick on the other bed
remember the first time we slept together
you said it felt like when you learned to float

this is why people od on pills
and jump from the golden gate bridge
anything to feel weightless again

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dear livejournal,

what is "and if you love me, you don't love me in a way i can understand" from?

it might be a little paraphrased. i am going to go crazy if i don't figure this out.

love,
nicole (& melanie?)

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