I feel like I am a bad friend but, then I look at what my other friends have done and I dont feel so bad. I feel like people forgive my friends but as soon as I do something wrong, they just get pissed and dont talk to me and think to themselves that I am a bad friend. Ever since I have been going out with Andy, I have been seeing him a lot and ( Read more... )

Today is Andy and I's 7 months! 7 months.. and definitely more to come :)

I feel really depressed today and I don't know why. I assume things to much and I cant control it. UGHHH>

The sun definetly makes me happier than ever. I love waking up when It is sunny. Today I thought about a few things and got some things off my chest. and Now I feel a lot more better and things are a lot more clearer. Sometimes its hard to explain myself so people dont know what I am trying to say or whatever. Last night I stayed home and watched ( Read more... )

Seriously, I cannot stay still for this long. Saturday's are so slow and when I get bored I tend to eat food that is not good for my body because I have nothing else to do with my life. That makes me more depressed because Im just sitting here. I need to find something to do. I am glad I started writing in this so that when I am bored, I can ( Read more... )

Wow, I almost forgot I had this Journal. After I go back and read some of it, I realize I want to forget about this journal LOL. I was so dumb and I talked about every little thing I did in a day. WHO CARES. lol. But I realized that I miss writing in this thing and Its nice to be able to look back at stuff you dont remember doing. To some up my ( Read more... )

SO I've tripped again and things are gonna start getting interesting
                 Don't give me choices because...I can't decide 
                                          My mind is soaked in words
                                 I've come to terms with all my insecurities
                                                            And purity's ( Read more... )

SO Yesterday was my real Valentines day
First my sister came over

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Im am currently facing the fact that I am graduating this year ( Read more... )

Im sorry if you dont feel like I care..but its hard to care ( Read more... )