Word...my parents are going out of town this weekend and my house is going to be invaded by people I don't know lol. I'm so scared. But I'm also quite excited. EEE can't wait. Just hope my parents don't find out :o\

i hate my life. i just want to go away and never come back. it's not like anyone would miss me.

For so long, I thought everything was fitting together. I wasn't in any fights, I was happy, I was having a good time. I couldn't care what people thought of me, and even though I did want people to like me, I didn't force myself upon anyone. Well except Dylan, but that was just out of fun. I didn't think I was bothering anyone. I didn't think ( Read more... )

mmm. i think i'm sick. =( i hate being sick.

andrew's hot and scotty's an odd one. they keep fuckin with my head and yeah i never know whether to believe what they tell me or not. it's a strange relationship. I'm scared scotty's gonna show up at my house. although it would be fun, my parents would flip. hmm oh well.

back to reading.

why do you put me through all of this? i don't understand. i thought we had something but i guess i was wrong. all i want is for you to understand me. i guess taht wont happen. ever since i first met you i've loved you. and its not like that OMG HE'S SO HOT I WANT TO FUCK HIM! kind of love...its true love. but i guess you just don't see that. oh ( Read more... )

:x: name = kate ( Read more... )

After reading Kiki's entries I always wonder how on earth she can think to use words like "perplexity" or "weave of intertwining complexity". It's insane! But her writing is so enspiring. She always makes me think and I love it. One thing that keeps coming up is how she has her whole life figured out right now. I wish that for one short moment in ( Read more... )

      Marriage is love.

So tomorrow's my birthday. You'd think I'd be more exicted but I'm really not. My birthday in particular isn't important in my house. Like last night we did this whole galla event for my mom's birthday and tomorrow, my mom isn't even going to be home. She's like "Oh yeah Kate, I have to go to VA tomorrow so I won't see you." It's like gee thanks ( Read more... )

So boys. What can we say? We love them, we hate them. Especially the ones we talk to online, but not in person. lol. Gotta love those. Some day, I'll get the courage to talk to some of the kids in school. It's strange you know? The computer is like a safe-house. I can talk to the amazingly gorgeous juniors and be completely fine, but once I see him ( Read more... )