i had a fairly disfunctional relationship once, i know how much it sucks.
but right now, you have to decide if you want to be with him or not, or if he is even worth being with, if you think he is, then try and make it work..if not, break the cycle.
Alexander is the one I really miss. We were together for 3 years. We were perfect. Just like you and David were perfect. Messed up... dysfunctional... but perfect. We drove just to drive and be alone together. Sex had nothing to do with it. No one else had anything to do with it. We just loved eachother and wanted to be together... that ended though. Seems like forever ago. Andy was my new hope. But really, he treated me so much worse than Alex ever did. Im happier now, at least so far. I just dont have time to waste. Andy was in it for the sex and the alcohol... I was in it for the weed. When I was lit, I was happy with him. When he was drunk, he wanted to do it so he paid a lot of attention to me and told me he loved me. And then we were happy. But you can't be drunk and high all the time... so mostly I was miserable.
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i had a fairly disfunctional relationship once, i know how much it sucks.
but right now, you have to decide if you want to be with him or not, or if he is even worth being with, if you think he is, then try and make it work..if not, break the cycle.
how long have you been dating him?
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i do it, it works
but not in a relationship, so i'm glad you're happy with your choice.
alex is the one i thought you were talking about.
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