i've written about her before. i really wish so much that i would write WHILE things are happening as opposed to long after ( Read more... )

i finally got moved in to the new house with Terra, Maddie and Laura. its much better here. oh how fucked up things are. but it will be ok.

i will get through it. i have to.

uhg.

shit got fucked up ( Read more... )

i dont know. all thats left is for me to move on... but im so sad to leave this one behind. its time to go on though ( Read more... )

im completely crazy.

im still confused about myself. how i can i go from being so sure i was gay and that beth was the one to getting burned so bad that i feel like i could never forgive and forget? uhg... i can make anything feel stressful ( Read more... )

I had the most amazing conversation tonight. it made me really happy ( Read more... )

I am giving up on greener grasses ( Read more... )

no body makes me want to write more than she does. i spend all night next to this amazing human being. She smiles and she laughs and she meets new people and she disappears and i find her in the front yard looking at stars and i just want to stare at her like an idiot ( Read more... )

i got back from family vacation yesterday. i had never had one of those before really. it was weird. i met some cousins and aunts and uncles who hadn't seen me in about 15 years. basically i felt out of place and that was about it. i went to oklahoma city, guymon and denver. it was good to be out of boise for a little while. but i am extremely ( Read more... )