so for a long time i have been waiting for things to come to me. Which, i've always known is impossible ( Read more... )

i cant believe how much i have changed in just 3 months. my computer and the internet used to be my best friend, now i barely am around either of the two.

thats why i thought it was funny when i ran into two of my creations when i was bored back in the day and daydreaming.... 

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sex during an earthquake....

i wonder what that would be like....????

hm.

so in lieu of such a great valentines i thought i'd post something in memorium of the day/night


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i want to talk about what has been happening in my life recently... like my birthday, but all i would do is complain.

so on a more thoughtfull note...

i've figured out why jobs are so nice to have, other than financial purposes, but because they fill up a void in your day, or life for that matter. without a job i've been dropped out of the social ( Read more... )

i was fired today. poo.

and mike didnt want to hangout. boo.

no one wants to drink with me. or hangout. robert avoids my calls.

no work and no play makes caitlin a dull girl.

My life has been crazy since i last posted. i finished school... not too well i might add. Enjoyed the most classiest christmas party ever and mingled with many old and new friends at roberts house. got almost everything i wanted for christmas, but not too disappointed about the things i didnt receive because the 21st bday is coming up. My birthday ( Read more... )

i drank an entire bottle of wine last night and i wasnt even as drunk as i should have been.
i think i have a problem. i didnt even have dinner either. my tolerance is at an all time high.
i want to stop drinking for a while, but i just get so bored with my life here.

im freaking out right now. i have so much homework and studying to do.
i was in 1134 ( Read more... )

I think i'm going to stop drinking for a while. I feel like i'm going brain dead. i can't form complete grammatically correct sentences anymore when i'm talking. I'll forget words.... i'm talking about common words too, and its embarrasing. when i talk at work or just to people in general i sound like a dumbass so im taking a break for a while. i ( Read more... )