I am obsessed with Robert Plant. gah! I think he is soooooooo damn hot for some reason. Im talking about pre 80's Robert Plant though ( Read more... )

i am so dissatisfied with my life right now. This might sound like a joke, but the reason is because i think i'm addicted to downloading music. This must be taken seriously. Downloading music is a gateway addiction. I have now for some STUUUUUPID reason went out of my way to ask someone online for an invitation to www.oink.me.uk when i didnt even ( Read more... )

Mason Dean was born today!

Something about this experience is mind blowing. Life is a beautiful thing. Being in the hospital with her and all our friends was beautiful. I am just soaking this whole event in right now and i dont know what i'm feeling. Its an entirely new state. I never thought i'd be feeling like this. I wish i could explain it ( Read more... )

Lisa and Mat came down this weekend ( Read more... )

what have i gotten myself into. o man ( Read more... )

oh wow, i finally realized something. Its like the fog has finally lifted.
i had an epiphany in the shower.
i am to him like emily was to scott.
FINALLY.
i feel lighter. i love this.
i can move on now.
i have finally found the answer to the problem.
 i think thats why ive been dragging it on for all these years.
its a shame i did this to myself for so long ( Read more... )

uhg, this week is horrible. 3 BIG blows.

whats worse than the 3 blows was that my parents went to see paul simon and were going to get me a ticket but i had school. boo!

i feel like someone is stomping on my heart. ITS DONE.
DONE.
DONE!!!

I wont be calling him ever again. EVER!
what the hell is the problem? I always go running back. then he turns a 180 ( Read more... )

now facebook is open to EVERYBODY.... DAMNIT!!!

ANOTHER THING TO BECOME ADDICTED TO! MUTHER FUCKER!

so the first week of school i wrote this paper for psych, but we havent turned it in yet.... anyways it was a paper on why you think youve turned out the way you have. i started writing A LOT of stuff about my parents and actually said some pretty mean things. this was before i started taking prozac and that day i was particularly depressed so it ( Read more... )

im ridiculously aroused, horny, lascivious, whatever you name it.... thats what i am right now... when am i not though?
I love the thought of being sexy. i dont think im very good at it, unless im around someone i feel comfortable with.... then you never know what comes out of my mouth. erm....haha. but that hasnt happened in a long time. i think if ( Read more... )