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[witness_light]

that's it. i honestly do not fucking care anymore. this is my entire life, i hate myself, i hate everything about my existence, and i hope to god that i die in my sleep so i don't have to spend another second in my own presence.

i am a failure at everything and i refuse to try anymore. i have no reason to continue living.

Comments

[vamphyrex]

hon, if only you could see yourself through your loved ones eyes.. you would realize what an incredible impact youve had. not just on me, but on everyone around you. i miss you so much, did you get the voicemail i left yesterday? one of these days we're gonna haev a big "glomp katie" day. :) please hold on sweetie <3

[witness_light]

eeeeee! *glomp*

thank you thank you! i can't wait to see you guys and have like an allday cuddlefest!

thank you for the message, it made my night, even though i spent most of it at a coffeeshop with chaucer and couldn't call you back.

A Poem for witness_light

[anonymous]

"Please Be"

You're here and that's what matters, but I'll say for when you doubt,
please, be.
Your writing's a cool river that my heart would fade without,
please, be.
Your fiery wits that flicker quicker than the eye,
Your thoughts like roman candles bursting bright before they die,
please, be.
No one asked for all this beauty yet you give it.
No one asked for the compassion in your soft insightful stare,
When life is so ungrateful yet you live it.
When feeling is so painful, I'm astounded that you'd dare.
Please, be.
For truth and love and all that's good,
(or maybe just for me)
For all your soul brings to the world
I say to you
please, be.