thank you so much for the invitation! it made my night, seriously. unfortunately, i had to work and my boyfriend & i decided to spend the night at home quietly since neither of us was feeling 100% (don't want to be sick...)
hope you had a great time. :) please please let me know next time you do something fun, i really would love to hang out with more folks from the club, especially the ones who don't hate me based on past relationships...
that was a very beautiful entry. I want to say I understand you, I know how you feel, and how you speak my heart.. and all of that is true, yet our lives are different and even though we have experiences simmilar things, we are still different mentalities. But one thing i can say to you is: please stop cutting. i did it myself, for quite some time. I didnt for a couple months now, because of my self discipline. just please dont do that anymore.
i feel like the details of the story are probably specific to me - like exactly how i saw beauty and the divine in the world, what visual images i associated them with... but i'm sure other of my friends have had a similar experience of just feeling "different" in some indefinable way. whatever the case, i'm glad that you understood me... like usual. :)
you're right about the mentalities, from what i know... you're more of a fighter, more active... and i whine a lot and write poetry. i think it's time to become more active. :P
by the way, i only did the cutting for a few rough weeks... not anymore. and i was careful not to make them very deep or serious cuts. thanks for your concern though. :) i don't think it was the best way for me to deal with my emotions, and afterward i had all this negative blood energy around me.
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it'd be nice to have you along. If $$ is an issue, I'll cover.
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hope you had a great time. :) please please let me know next time you do something fun, i really would love to hang out with more folks from the club, especially the ones who don't hate me based on past relationships...
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we will have to hang out in person when you come home.
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you're right about the mentalities, from what i know... you're more of a fighter, more active... and i whine a lot and write poetry. i think it's time to become more active. :P
by the way, i only did the cutting for a few rough weeks... not anymore. and i was careful not to make them very deep or serious cuts. thanks for your concern though. :) i don't think it was the best way for me to deal with my emotions, and afterward i had all this negative blood energy around me.
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