so friday night i decided to randomly call lee (his phone hadnt worked) and i was told that hes in love with someone else......

so things with lee are undecided...he says hes confused... i say its guilt...he hinted towards he found another female but i got no definite answer said he wasn't ready yet...wtf mate? how do you start a conversation like that and then end it with no explanation? how do you just betray someone like that? i hear the bullshit of "i love you" "yet im ( Read more... )

so tis been awhiles....and things are as lame as ever....last month i ended up going to indaina---lees step dad was sick and didnt make it---had to call the red cross to get lee home from korea...i got to go to a funeral for my birthday(notfun)...lee was back for 3wks and now has no more leave to come back anytime during the yr hes gone....just as ( Read more... )

Freya is now two! wow, im gettin old way too quickies....her bday party was cold, unorganized, longer than expected, and cost way too much fuckin money...bleh the things people do for their children...i paid like $50 dollars for ballons--just damn backyardigan ballons and they fuckin flew away cause someone didnt tie them down good...i was soo ( Read more... )

so Freya says "lets go make a blue cake" so we go make a cake and i (silly me) mess up the recipe.i added the eggs too soon.... .grr..i hate it when i do that..tis difficult to make sure a munchkin isnt fallin out of the chair and not eatin raw eggs....now the cake looks dumb and doesnt smell too good....oh well we shall c how it tastes when i ( Read more... )

i almost forgot bouts this...then i was bored and viola...newayers update to no one that reads this except for me for memories...Freya is a smartass child...and so freakin stubborn..worse than you can imagine im sure...after all she is MY child ..ugh...but on a better note..she has taken to potty training now somewhat..poop in da potty is still and ( Read more... )

so tis been a muchos long while since i have updated this and ton of shishnas has been goin on..first our computer broke and to fix it all the data on it was erased....all of it...including the first year and a half of my childs life...all videos and pics were deleted...yeah wendy was not a happy bishnatch....and shes still sad....well lets see... ( Read more... )

so me and Freya are at lees mommys house...and Freya is asleep, shes been sleeping since like 1pm and its almost 3 and we just woke up at 10am hmf go figure..i cant get that child on a schedule for nothing..bleh....im so bored..i have no idea what to do...the only place i know how to get to is walmart and we have already been there earlier this ( Read more... )

so i found out yesterday that netherly will not be leaving in may...still in october...i love how they like to fuck with my emotions...so gay..still.....Freya was apose to have a doc appointment today but they had to cancel it, they called but didnt leave a message so i woke up early for nothings...cause i had to wake Freya up so we could be there ( Read more... )

so i just found out sat at 130 in the morning that netherly would be leaving in may for the dessert for like 4 months.....he wasnt apose to leave until like october but they needed another person to go in may and tada they chose netherly...i hate that shit...got like 2-3 weeks to get shit together and prepare for him to leave...so gay so gay so gay ( Read more... )