I'm slipping.

I'm mentally exhausted. I've found myself to be so consumed by so many petty things.

These petty concerns have been plaguing me for as long as I can remember.

I'm legally an adult. I can take care of myself.

If I want these things taken care of...I have to do it myself.
The list is as follows:

(1.) My weight: I've been on a diet since the ( Read more... )

I need new priorities in life.

I can't let myself become so overwhelmed with Billy's absence that I can't focus on anything else but his possible return.

I'm going to focus on myself. I believe I'm a bit overdue for some time with myself. I have much to catch up on.

I'm going to make school, my overall appearance, and my mother the top 3 priorities in ( Read more... )

Billy will be back this Friday for Easter.

The Alamo hits theatres this Friday as well. He's asked me to catch a late night showing of it with him. Of course, I will, Love.

I really don't have much to update on. I have a lot of shit as far as school is concerned. I have an oral report due in less than two weeks. I have a test come this Thursday in ( Read more... )

My angel has flown his coop.

Billy has left for Austin. I'm happy for him...because he's attempting to achieve his goal becoming a chef...and maybe even opening up his own restaurant in the future. After a year + half of culinary arts in Austin...he's leaving for Italy for a year or so. This is depressing...

I can honestly say that I love him. ( Read more... )

IT HAS BEGUN!

I've set a new goal for myself.

My current goal is to reach a 145 lb mark by Jane's graduation. No, I'm not dressing up for the occasion. But I'm positive familiar faces will attend and I'd like to surprise a few certain individuals. I'm going to have Jane send me, Allie, and Michelle an invitation so we can all attend without any ( Read more... )

Just drove in from Da Woodz. My night with Billy has come to an end.

It was fun. We didn't do all that much.

We did, however, find an excuse to throw Kyle out of Billy's room for some one-on-one time for ourselves. One word.

"69".

I'm such a sucker.

Went there to hang and found myself on my back within the hour.

But it was sooooo worth it.

Tonight we ( Read more... )

Just drove in from Da Woodz. My night with Billy has come to an end.

It was fun. We didn't do all that much.

We did, however, find an excuse to throw Kyle out of Billy's room for some one-on-one time for ourselves. One word.

"69".

I'm such a sucker.

Went there to hang and found myself on my back within the hour.

But it was sooooo worth it.

Tonight we ( Read more... )

I had a test in History 163 this morning at 11. Long story short...I skipped class. We are given four tests, including the final. Only 3 out of those 4 tests count. I made an 84 on the previous test...so...I'm not concerned. I'll take a zero and drop it. Moving on...

BILLY LEAVES THIS SATURDAY!

I'm crushed.

I'm leaving the campus today at 2 in order ( Read more... )

Time is against us.

This may be my last weekend to spend time with the Hammerhead...also known as Billy.

I'm so going to miss him. However, I know in due time I'll be lodged up in his apartment in Austin for a temporary stay. Also, my grandmother is trying to purchase me this really cute, black Vibe SUV. Brand new. I'll take full advantage of it and ( Read more... )

What. The. Fuck.

My roommate, Tiffany's boyfriend has been lodged up in our tiny ass dorm room for the past 48 hours.
I'm more than positive that this is a zero tolerance all girl dorm. AKA - No boys allowed.

What the fuck! If she gets caught...I go down as well as our sweetmates. I'm not paying a fine because of her fucked up decisions.

What pisses me ( Read more... )