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Note to future self
DO NOT GIVE YOUR BOYFRIEND LINKS TO YOUR LIVE JOURNAL. -
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my depression is back.
I want to quit school.
I am in a sort of messed up relationship. -
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I need to start covering up the bite marks. -
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Today was my second session with my therapist. I don't know how i am feeling about everything. I told myself i wasn't going to cry this week.
Yet I said to him "I am so sick of being alone"
and he said "I hate to ask you this, but how does that make you feel?"
I laughed and then started to sob.
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its been hard
I’ve been having a hard time, watching young people die.
Alittle over a month a go, Becky boyfriend, Rodger Swan died in Japan, he was 23.
Saturday morning, the son of our department chair died in a car accident. he was 20.
I went to the visitation today. I sat in the pew, with my fellow grad students in silence. We just sat, and watch the photos ( Read more... ) -
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Things have been strange lately.
With the passing of Rodger, Becky's boyfriend, and me being so far away from her. Then Ken's brain surgury, my fight with Andrew. How much I miss paul and just all that Jazz.
I need a fresh start. -
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life has been a trial lately ( Read more... )
