Im done talkin about "it", I feel understood,i mean yea, becuz its and an easily understood subject but i dont feel like talking about it is heloing me,unless it were someone that could tell me how they got through it and how they felt,and since the second party involved doesnt know what the heck to expect either its only fair to assume that that ( Read more... )

So, Lately ive been feeling really down. My world is been turned upside down i feel like.And its slowly tearing me apart.sp tonight im getting out,to clear my head an my thoughts,get some advice from close friends,people that me know me best sp i can solve whatever this is that im dealing with.Its breaking my heart to be this upset and this torn ( Read more... )

K so,I was Trying to be nice,i really Was! But whatever i said about coming home at 7:30 from school and the mix up with my plans later tonight killed it. Im not blaming anything on u but if u would've listened and just took it for what it was we prolly wouldnt have had any of that. I was ONLY trying to say that im sorry we didnt get to talk but id ( Read more... )

Lately,i've been feeling kinda depressed and what not.And to add on to that Chris and I have been bickering or whatever u wanna call it,almost every week!Its driving me NUTS!lol.Its only funny cuz its so very very true! So i decided that instead of being part of the problem that i want to be part of the solution and end all of this stupidity. It's ( Read more... )

Baby I love you honeslty prolly more than u know!!!! I really dont mean to keep bringing up the breaking up thing but i'll explain why(even though i know it isnt right and i WILL quit saying that to you). I know u know i love u,i really an truly do baby! But sometimes i wonder if u think that im mad a lot of times then why are we together.AND THATS ( Read more... )

It was just weighing on my mind earlier ( Read more... )

<3Look Guys,Its my new Baby Cousin...Her name Is Ahna<3


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Chris is gone.Back to school that is. I miss him so much already and he's only been gone a few days.It really sucks being without him.I love him so much!eh,i'm gonna have to get use to him not being around again but i'm fine right now.i'm tons better then i was. I really hate that he's not here.Until last night it just dawned on me that Chris was 6 ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Mon(yeah,cuz today's tuesday) and i only have a little less then a week to spend with Chris.Sunday night i was bored as hell...actually the entire day rather and i wound up getting kinda upset becuz Chris and Jamison decided to go see a Movie that i wanted to see and not only that but i was just about to call and ask thinking that ( Read more... )

WARNING!:If u do not wish to know my thoughts or what i REALLY think and feel then DO NOT i repeat DO NOT Read On. You've been Warned ( Read more... )