Paranoia, anxiety and incredible fear - most certainly not a good recipe for the determined human psyche. Since I laid eyes upon the photograph of the cop back at the Don's headquarters my mind has been swimming in a tsunami of worry. I am so Goddamn sick of worry hurting my poor, poor stomach. It feels as though I ate a bowl of maggots and now ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I feel a sort of tingling sensation across the tips of my fingers and under my jaw for long periods of time. Like always, I thoroughly anazlyzed the current problem that plagued my problematic life and concluded the mysterious and unexplained medical condition was a result of copious amounts of stress inflicted upon my supple heart. ( Read more... )

Would you kill someone to become famous? All the time, especially in history class, I hear of people taking other people's lives just so they can merely be noticed. With the pull of a trigger, a guy can become something instead of wasting away as nothing. People are always looking for the easy way out. Let's face it, they always have and they ( Read more... )

The boss has given me a serious one this time. This is a real personal matter. Something of utmost importance, and he has chosen me to be his enforcer. What a pleasure. I just pray to God I don't fuck this one up - or I'm finished. The boss'll have me eaten alive by pirahnas. Ah hell, what am I saying? There is nothing to worry about here. I was ( Read more... )

She was the most important thing in the whole world. 'Was', being the key word there. Now that she is gone, it is most important that I seek vengeance on those who have commited this wrong. There shall be retribution. All my life, all my fucking life, I have been alone. Well, except for when Jess was there for me. My dad, a joke cop, my mom, gone, ( Read more... )

A fifty year-old hippy lady gave me a gift when i was heading out for work the other day. I looked at the strange, saran-wrapped shape and felt a sort of malleable texture through holes in the plastic. After unravelling the many layers of wrap I dropped to my knees and felt the absolute power of the marvelous specimen within my hands. It was a ( Read more... )

"I be walking God like a dog, my narrative fearless ( Read more... )

Y'see, I'm a normal cat. I've done about as much exciting shit as the next guy, if you can dig it. Well, I suppose that depends on what your bitchass might consider to be normal. Most dudes aren't down with the homicide, but if you ask me, it all depends on the place and the time. I am a man of principles. Challenge a principle of mine, per say, ( Read more... )

For the very first time in my life, I regret having gone to medical school. I recall the first week being somewhat overwhelming, intimidating, perhaps even scary - but all that mattered was the end results. I knew this all along, and I like to think that my confidence towards graduation was what got me through the hardest of times. Not once did I ( Read more... )

I had to be careful with this job, last week's was far too messy. Back in my head I knew that I shouldn't even be out right now, I should be on the low, patiently waiting. For sixty-thousand dollars, I was willing to take the risk. The place has surveillance cameras everywhere, so I gotta be swift, proficient. On the bright side, there are several ( Read more... )