my mother bought me exercise clothes for my birthday. like it wasn't enough going off on how I'm single and how I'm going to be alone forever. or talking about how my parents were dating and got engage at my age. and of course bringing my childhood dog who just died ( Read more... )

there is nothing better than being on antibiotics that are known to make you nauseous and being forced to eat and having to eat a way bigger portion than is necessary bc everyone in my family feels the need to shove excess food down their gullets and then getting sick and throwing up and then being yelled at for throwing up bc i must be bulimic but ( Read more... )

it's finals and i have a crazy amount of work. this has not been an interesting semester. my classes have too many people and i am really not interested in hearing their views. i am paying to be taught by professors and hear what they think. i am amazed handling three classes has been so difficult but i guess it is because i was also trying to ( Read more... )

I didn't think I would need this again but I've reached a point where I have no one to talk to and it feels easier spilling my secrets and thoughts to the masses where they will never be noticed ( Read more... )

wow, i thought i hadnt been on here in years and it turn out i last posted in oct ( Read more... )

so i had this dream that i went to visit my grandpa and he was fine. talking to me and sitting up mentioning past memories. I was so happy just thinking that everything was going to be ok. then he mentioned k and how we used to play here..it turns out his room was in a moving boat going down a river in the south. then i was out of the room and in ( Read more... )

wow, i cant believe it is oct 4 already! my birthday is in 5 days and college apps are due the beginning of nov. i got a 29 on the act...thats ok. I really need above a 30 but i dont have the time to study as much as i should. my life has been so crazy. my grandpa had a stroke and my ex is saying all this terribly mean stuff. my parents are also ( Read more... )

my fucking mother put a fucking tracking device on my phone..it's not like im going to be 18 next month. nope she still treats me like a fucking child and she yells at me for no reason. like 10 minutes ago, I did nothing and now im grounded. really, i dont understand her. doesnt she realize that once i am 22 and dont need my parents to pay for ( Read more... )

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