God damm it  I made it though Pennsic, it was mind numbbingly hard both emotional and physical and I am just now getting out of it. I have been thinking and saying "Im sane, im fairly Healthy, we know what is coming for him, I have stabilaty, things may not be ideal but I can cope" ive said it out loud ( Read more... )

One of the things I hate about facebook is how quickly stupid stuff gos around there is a meam going around that makes me want to pound my friends YOU ARE NOT STUPID WHY CANT YOU THINK THIS OUT ( Read more... )

Some selfish things one not ( Read more... )

the past 15 years has been lunching from crises to crises with a few months in between some caused by me some by others and some by life but since pat died its mostly been stuff having to do with aging and LIFE im glad to say only a few of the hard things I now have to deal are problems I made ( Read more... )

a while back I tried a new liqueur from the Amarula  tree it wasnt bad just no big thing. I give my dad my spare booze, (one of my quirks is I only drink booze I really like) Now my dad did really like it, the taste reminded him of the eggnog his mom made when he was a kid. (I think it might have come from a can ( Read more... )

I am deeply frustated by christmas shopping this year (yes I do it on line ( Read more... )

I want to talk to you about Personal Cleanliness (oh Ashley im so excited my about to be washed nether reigns are quivering)  If you ever have had a back problem you know how hard it can be to keep things sparkling south of the Waist-n-Clitson line. add the getting older and this just gets worse.

My boss the wonderful Crash has a TOTO washlet  a ( Read more... )

We had our tradtional Thanksgiving, we stayed home from traveling and D got dinner from the diner. (the turkey this year wasnt as good I think it was boned breast ( Read more... )

I feed a small colony of ferel cats that live in the closed 3 space parking lot just out side our front door. (I should never have started and I have not fixed them I will be doing that this winter now that I am not crazy from dealing witt h my mum and closing that out) I firmly believe I have responsibility for them and when we move if they are ( Read more... )

I was left with a bunch of candy. Some years i run out others not so much this was a not so much year ( Read more... )