Ok, so here I am, a mere 10.5 hours away from tackling what will be the hardest final of the semester (stupid quantum physics). I've spent all day studying, and some of the last few days also (although it's been hard because of grad school applications being due). My semester has been ridiculously hard; I'm sure in a week I'll look back amazed ( Read more... )

I hate school ( Read more... )

I've been to see her a few times now at RI Hospital. She's doing better, which makes me happy. Hopefully she'll be out in the next couple of days and things will return to normal. I'm just so glad she's going to be alright. I've never faced the possibility that someone I care about would die until this past week....it's truly a scary thought. ( Read more... )

If she dies I don't know what I'll do....

I know I've never been very religious, but if God does exist, I hope he's looking over her right now.

I may have saved a life tonight.....damn I sure hope I did.

I'm not happy.

Following Kira's advice ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot.....about how I'm always feeling outclasses by guys I shouldn't feel inferior to. Like these guys that just....always find a way to get with the girls I want so badly to be with me. I had this conversation recently with Victoria ( Read more... )

Ok so I didn't go to Fish Co. Instead, I hung around feeling mopey for a bit, and then went to Paragon and had a couple Mike's Hard Lemonades (because those fuckers don't ever have Smirnoff Ice) and a quesadilla, and then stumbled (literally) back to my room and tried to do some work for quantum (after the exam on Friday, I should take this class ( Read more... )

Ok, where to start....well I guess I got to see the last Red Sox win of the season, as they went three games and out against the Chicago White Sox. I was kinda sad when we had to play them because I have a lot of respect for them and their city (that team is a lot like the Red Sox were last year....they haven't won since 1917). I think I'd like ( Read more... )